the hero in love

I can’t swallow ! So afraid to choke ! I help myself with some water ! Works but still i need to swallow with a bit of water. I can’t manage without water! The fear of choking got me. Its scarry! I let go… I feel no pain. Body implodes with pleasure. Ah the pleasure! Overwhelming pleasure… The thought of chokin haunts me still so i forget about the pleasure. Still at this stage i manage to differentiate emotional status. How can this be?? i thought to myself. Based on a premise that pleasure is the primordial factor that triggers you into it, why on earth should i feel the uncomfortable thought of choking. I need to sleep … Go back to sleep!
The thirteen step calls me! Should i answer it?

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